cat and mouse.
Monday, January 26, 2009
so this weekend was funn ~
i went on this thing at that place, met some people, and had fun somewhere with some trees.
TTLY COOL IKR!
anywayz. i'm annoyed. huge surprise, right? yeah, totally. soo there's this guy and i won't mention his name because his fan club might come and like start peeling my skin off. but its crazy because i mean he's, like, perfect and not in a good way. he's modest but sooo freeaaking stuck up and oblivious at the same time. i think i feel a small hatred toward him but i can't really do that easily b/c he's supposed to me my friend.
so i am in a pickle. meh. but what else is new, riight? right.
so anyway today my mom was like a total bitch. apparently she had a migraine - which she has at least every other week - and she's leaving for this trip thing tomorrow. & it's totally crazy because her boss is taking care of our dog while she goes to VT for school and i go to my friend's until she gets back. so her boss's son came to get the dog today while she had a migraine. and her boss calls - who's name is lynn - and tells me her son is on the way. so RECAP TIME:
lala im on the computer.
RING RING PHONE TIME.
me: hello?
miss lynn: hi is this roxie?
me: yess
miss lynn: yes this is lynn i just wanted to tell you that scott's on his way to get the dog.
me: ...yes...uh...(looks into mom's room, who is asleep because of her "migraine")...ookay..
miss lynn: OK LOL BIIIE
so i go into mom's room all like UH YES WELL SCOTT'S ON HIS WAY UH.......
and she. freaking. EXPLODES. like it's not even funny. she was like godzilla, or king kong, or a drag queen. she was all
OMG R U SRS OMG WTF ROXIE Y DDNT U TELL ME? OMFG WTF OMG. TEN MINUTS. OMG OMG. BITCH. OMG. AHH AHH AHH RAWRRRRRRRRR.
so then im standing there like.. yea.....
and she's all WELL GO GET THE DAMN STUFF READY. and then she all goes to the bathroom and starts like attempting to make it look like she hasn't just rolled out of bed.
so i go downstairs all like.. uhh what stufff???
so i put the dog's pills, the leash, and the food scoop thing in a wawa bag. and she comes downstairs in like a tornado way:
WTF R U DOING? NO. NO. WRONG. LISTEN TO ME. OKAY? LIISTEN TO MY WORDSS.
and i was just like but you didn't say anything but "GET THE DAMN STUFF READY" and here's the stuff!!
and she goes YOU SHOULD HAVE ASKED ME BLAAAAAAARAWR
and i was like YOU WERE IN THE BATHROOM SHRIEKING FOR NO REASON!
and she goes: SHUT UP AND LISTEN. BUT THE THINGS IN THE BIN WITH TO FOOD AND THE SCOOP
and im like... uh. righht. WHAT?
so THEN she starts screaming some more and throwing food all over the place and making this alll my fault even though SHE'S the one who freaking slept until one in the afternoon. and im like: I COULDN'T EXACTLY SAY THAT YOU WERE ASLEEP IT'S ONE IN THE AFTERNOON!!! YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE MAD AT ME THEN! and she sputters and is all: WELL...WELL YOU COULD OF SAID THAT... I HAD A... MIGRAINE AND THAT.... YEA...
and im like: -.- yeah. you have a migraine every other day. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
so then she screams some more and im like OMG MOM SHUT UP IM TRYING TO HELP YOU! and she goes: YOU AREN'T DOING A VERRY GOOD JOB. LISTEN TO MY WORDS. ASK ME. ASK ME. ASK ME.
and im like: you know what? whatever. i'm going upstairs. i don't need this.
so now she's pissy. and it's not even my fault. scott came to get the dog and it was FINE. but i "ruined the day" and everything is my effing fault. and it's so retarded because this always happens. whenever she's stressed i do every little thing WRONG. and it's NOT FAIR.
but, according to her: LIFE ISN'T FAIR. DEAL WITH IT.
which is probably true but she should at least try to be a tiny bit fair. ;-;
whatever. thanks for listening guys.
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I LOVE YOU 5:16 PM
honors blues,
Monday, January 12, 2009
okay. so. i have a long and sorrowful rant, so get a box of tissues hershey's kisses. you might need them to quench your woes.
anyway, today the guidance person for our school came in and started talking about high school. isnt that just totally cliche, considering i just started freeaking out about it yesterday? yeah, so apparently our courses are due like asap, and i started like hyperventilating. you know why? because apparently my math course is pretty much set, and guess what. my algebra is not my strongest subject. i have no idea what i have, but i dont think its an A. most likely a B. and, according to my damn teacher, i need an A for honors algebra next year, even though the freaking booklet says i need a C or above. it's all really freaking me out, because i have to be in a high class next year, simply because its freaking
expected of me. my family is like a band of self-proclaimed geniuses, and here i am being plopped into the stupid class, just because my teacher has decided that she doesn't like me or whatever the reason is.
so im thinking that if i do reallllly well the rest of the year, like A all the way across the board, i can maayybe be in at least honors algebra, if not honors geomatry. oh god. now im upset again. wtf is my mom gonna say???!
dear lord.
pray for me, okay? o.o'
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I LOVE YOU 1:05 PM
take me alive,
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Well, today's Saturday and, like every weekend since forever, I'm bored as hell. I wanted to go to a movie w/ my friend tiff, but I have to "help put the Christmas decorations away" and other excuses like that. Somethings i think parents make up all these well-though-out excuses and give them too each other, since each parent seems to say the same crappy thing. And, the classic excuse: "
Because I said so." I tried saying that to my mom the once, and was grounded for ever. wtcrap??! Hypocrisy? I think so!
ANYWAY, I painstakingly tried to get my RadioBlog to work. I finally got the template to appear, but my songs aren't showing. Help??! i'm also trying to design my own webpage, so that maybe I can get a co.nr, but it isn't going to well right now. I'm probably going to have to wait until hs before i get serious about web design. doesn't that suck? yea, i thought so.
Oh god, now that i mentioned hs im like hyperventilating. Rawr. i'm like sooo freaked and kinda excited too, ya know? This month we're picking out our classes, and i cant wait. I want to take photography, earth science, and web design. And i always wanted to learn french, but my stupid parental unit is making me continue in the "proper education of spanish." Because apparently, knowing Spanish is going to somehow assist me later in life? i think not, but she threatened to make me abandon my baby (my iPod), so I had to agree. Maybe I'll secretly take French. why not? SHE knows french. Blahh. so confuzing.
That's all for now.
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I LOVE YOU 10:05 AM
blow the candles out,
Friday, January 9, 2009
So I know this is a bit late, but I wanted to wish everyone out there a very happy New Year! 2008 was great; except for a few flaws, this past year has been one of the best so far, agreed? I mean, hello, Dark Knight came out! That makes it the most epic year of the
century. And all that Obama stuff is great too. But whatevs. ;)
The only bad thing that happened in 2008 was that my 18-year-old cat passed away. It was way weird starting a new year w/out him, yakno? 'Cuz it's not like he's ever not been there. He was with me my entire short 13 years, and was the most jammin cat everrr. R.I.P., 123008.
Most megawesome quote of all time:
"well thats what we do, you tell me when im being an arrogant son of a bitch & and i tell you when you are a pain in the ass which you are 99% of the time. Im not afraid to hurt your feelings.you have like a 2 second rebound rate & then your back to doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. Its gonna be really hard, were gonnna have to work at this everyday, but i want to do that because i want you, i want all of you forever"
- the notebookISN'T IT SO ROMANTIC??!
yea i know im the loser who cries at "retarded" movies like the Notebook, but I mean come oon. I know the beginning is gruff or whatevs but i want someone to say that to me. ;_;
...shut up. it's cute, ok?
yeaa that was way off-topic. I think is should go before i end up getting the fbi after me. x)
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I LOVE YOU 4:48 PM
